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November 23, 2006
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Happy Thanksgiving, kids.
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Sunday
October 10, 2004
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Welcome to my fucking life, dammit.
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Saturday
October 9, 2004
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hooray for cake fights! :)
we have decided that we will have a ddr party every friday @ jode's house. yay! 8)
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Friday
October 8, 2004
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since i cant go paintballing Jode doesnt want 2 so were having a ddr party at her house....everybody go dammit....hehehe :)
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Thursday
October 7, 2004
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i love how every year wen its my bday all my frieds r just like "OMG your SOOO old!" lol. anyway, i CANT go play paintball 2morrow now :( my mom wont let me, so i guess ill b chillin @ home. i got ddr extreme 4 my bday! so ill b playin all nite. jode said 2morrow were gonna make melanie a cake 4 her bday that was a few weeks ago, but i dont kno if were doing that anymore. sum ppl in the pit(im not exactly sure who) gave me like boxing gloves, & wrote beastly sarah on them. lol its great! :) haha & laura gave me a quarter. o, & id like 2 thank vince 4 that LOVELY singing & dancing u did 4 me, that was hott. lmao. ahhhh everybody started pinching my cheeks today!! i blame miles 4 this!! grrr...at rehearsal ralph kept going up 2 my marimba & staring @ me trying 2 b intimidating or sumthing, & he was making fun of me 2! wat is this?! und dunn....:/
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Wednesday
October 6, 2004
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today seemed 2 just drag on FOREVER. first school, then after school w/lessons, jason just kept TALKING omg, and he kept making fun of me cuz apparently i look really nervous. eh. i went w/jode 2 get my bday present. yay inuyasha movie! but i dont get it til sunday. :( & we made a cake 2 bring 2 rehearsal 2morrow 2 celebrate my bday! mmmmmm....haha. paintball friday is gonna b tight! :) cant wait! does anybody kno if were doin anything saturday after msboa, cuz kappy asked me & i didnt kno. i have 2 write the dumbest paper in english about "my hero" & it cant b about just anybody. it has 2 b family or friend or w/e. its so retarded, i dont kno who im writing about. bah. anywho...(haha sarah), jode & i will b stayin @ school like ALL day 2morrow, cuz she has lessons & i said id stay w/her 2 hang out. and then and then and then and then and then and then and then and then and then and then and then and then.......;)
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Friday
October 1, 2004
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2day was my bio test i have been studying my ass off 4. i think i did really good....but u kno.
so i guess cindy is defidently trying out 4 battery next yr. its cool. she was trying 2 convince me 2, & i think i even considered it, but i dont think i would like it very much, & besides jode & plan on forcing the freshmen girls next yr 2 b our friends, & 2 sing the pit song w/us at band camp. :)
2nite a whole bunch of us (lets c...cindy, jode, sarah4mz, laura, alison, holly, deann, alyssa, jenn, magan, chris, kappy, jake..........todd, tiffany, ashley(mello), and amanda?(the knight), & a few other ppl from our school were there 2 but not wit us) went to play lazer tag. it was sweet. i just stayed up on the 2nd floor shootin ppl. our 2nd game the guy that says the rules made a big deal about laura "shaking her butt" & about jode going off about gnomes. after that we went to koney island. we were there 4 like an hr being really loud & obnoxious. it was pretty cool.
my birthdays in 6 days! :)
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Saturday
September 25, 2004
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the whole homecoming thing has just been kinda meh. the pep rally was horrible, the parade was stupid(cuz i just LOVE carrying a banner) the game was boring. 2nite was ok, we all met @ sarah j's house, & OMG all the parents took 500million pictures! dinner wit all my friends was fun. we went 2 sum chinese place. that was the best part. Cappy is now "Fat Cappy" & there was just chaos going on wit the check/tip situation(none of us can count). the dance was EXTREMELY boring we were all only there 4 like an hr, then we went to the movies but everything started 2 late, so we decided we wanted 2 play lazor tag, BUT it was closed cuz of the haunted house :( i was sad, i really wanted 2 play! SOOOO we went bac 2 megans & chilled. laura was breaking rule #1 by going on & on & on & on about Polish ppl. i dunno? well anyway, i have 2 get up @ a reasonable hr 2morrow cuz of soccer. <3
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Saturday
September 18, 2004
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2day was so much fun. wen i got off the bus, i tripped on the curb & fell REALLY hard! it was HILARIOUS! all my friends saw they were all cracking up, i was fine, but i ripped a hole in my bibbers. :( sarah j also fell on the feild this morning during the 2nd tune. that wasnt funny tho cuz she got trampled! but also this morning i also almost knocked the gong over onto a vibe cuz there was a hole, i caught it tho. wen we got bac 2 school jode cindy & i like cornered andrew & kept rambling on about a bunch of stupid stuf, & he didnt say anything he just smiled & laughed! hahaha well anyway we won, so yay that was cool.
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Friday
September 17, 2004
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2day in theory, we had 2 write the treble cleff sign 120 times, everybody was like wtf r u serious. i really hate bio. wenever argiri talks it all goes in 1 ear and right out the other. so much nonsense. in math jode deann & sarah j were tellin ms litke about how they r still all sunburnt on their faces from band last saturday. & since im the only 1 not sunburnt its sumhow my job to bring a bunch of sunscreen 2morrow 4 everybody. & in class we just screw around. we wink at eachother & mouth "JELLLLLOOOOO" to eachother. & then we decided that every hello/hi/hey we say will b replaced with "jellooooo!" cindy gave nicknames 2 all the snare dudes. my favorite name is the ledgend of the freshmen hater. & i guess im startin lesson w/jason on wednesday. <3
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Tuesday
September 14, 2004
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2nite @ band jason was cuttin ppl's runs so he had us all play this part, & hes like i might have just josh, bb, & brad(surprise surprise) ........AND.....mayb sarah, & im just like wtf cuz i cant play that run for shit. so im like to cindy "i have no freakin idea what he was hearin!" eh, w/e plus 4 me i guess(even if it ends up gettin cut anyway!)
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Monday
September 13, 2004
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well the 1st thing 2day was in band, wen we took scott's marimba off the semi, sum kids in the horn line were pullin it to the cement, & the wheel just snapped off! i saw it & ran over there, & im like "o shit o shit!!"(jason was there 2day which is fine cuz hes cool most the time, but wen hes mad he still scared the hell outa me)so anyway i call sam over cuz i was like panicking, & he goes & gets jason & im just thinkin "plz dont yell at me, PPPPLLLLLZZZZ!!!!" but he didnt so thank god! well then we were carrying the battery stuff bac, so i took amy's bass. i dont kno how they carry those things man, theyre SO heavy, & i only carried it from the semi to the band room! & i was like scared to carry it cuz i thought id run into sumthing, but then i carryied it on my one shoulder like i knew wat i was doing(lol), & annie was so funny cuz she was like "im so cool wit this snare drum."
well also, i got my bio tests bac, jode & i both did really bad, we were gonna cry. :'(
im really sad about next yr 4 band. almost all the freshmen in the pit r trying out 4 battery, i dont kno how many of them will make it, but i dont want them to leave, im gonna b so sad. even Cindy might try out, now that she got over her fear of the snares(lmao). cindy made this really funny comic about the snare line. we both thought it was hilarious, but i showed it to jode and she was just like wtf. but w/e.
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Sunday
September 12, 2004
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starks5102: i hate you
WhatsHerFace232: i love u too todd
starks5102: well i hate you
WhatsHerFace232: :'(
WhatsHerFace232: y do hate me?!?!
starks5102: cuz of what u said to josh
WhatsHerFace232: wat did i say!
starks5102: u know exactly what you said
starks5102: and then you blamed it on cindy
WhatsHerFace232: no i dont!
starks5102: yes you do!
WhatsHerFace232: josh doesnt hate me(at least i dont think he does) so y do u!
starks5102: josh hates you
starks5102: and i do to
WhatsHerFace232: he hates me!:'(
starks5102: yup
WhatsHerFace232: im gonna go cry
starks5102: so does every1 else in the pit
WhatsHerFace232: even keali
starks5102: yep
WhatsHerFace232: do they hate me more then curtis
starks5102: i think
WhatsHerFace232: =-O
WhatsHerFace232: i had no idea so many ppl hated me! mayb i should just quit
starks5102: i think you should
WhatsHerFace232: :-(
starks5102: i dont even think jode likes you
WhatsHerFace232: well, its jode
starks5102: yeah...
WhatsHerFace232: fine, im quiting. if nobody wants me there i wont b there
starks5102: ok
starks5102: good
starks5102 is away at 12:25:29 PM.
starks5102 returned at 12:28:55 PM.
WhatsHerFace232: alll i wanted was 4 u guys to like me and to make friends! but i guess im just not good enough, im quitting band so i hope everybody is happy, i might as well go die
starks5102: im kidding
starks5102: lol
WhatsHerFace232: i dont believe u
starks5102: well you should
WhatsHerFace232: well i dont
starks5102: well do it
WhatsHerFace232: and i dont care wat else u say, i wont belive it
starks5102: fine then
WhatsHerFace232: fine
starks5102: fine
starks5102: sara if you honestly quit im gonna quit too
WhatsHerFace232: then i guess we'll both b quitting, cuz now it doesnt even matter, cuz EVERYBODY hates me, not just u
starks5102: nobodyt hates y
starks5102: ou
WhatsHerFace232: w/e im not gonna believe anything u say
starks5102: im honestly gonna quit if you do
starks5102: im not kidding
starks5102: us 2 can completely obliterate the chances of our band doing anygood
starks5102: i was joking with you earlier now im not
WhatsHerFace232: y does it matter to u if i quit, u hate me so u should b happy
starks5102: were gonna quit and take the band down with us
starks5102: i dont hate you
WhatsHerFace232: the band will b better without me
starks5102: its sumthing called a joke
WhatsHerFace232: w/e
starks5102: sara
starks5102: trust me
WhatsHerFace232: sarah
WhatsHerFace232: no
starks5102: nobody hates you
starks5102: nobody hates you not me not josh not keali
starks5102: nobody
WhatsHerFace232: uh huh sure
starks5102: sarah if i hated you y would i be trying to get you to stay?
WhatsHerFace232: guilt
starks5102: nope
WhatsHerFace232: u hurt my feelings, if u didnt hate me u wouldnt have done that
starks5102: it was a joke
starks5102: i play jokes on every1 sarah
WhatsHerFace232: thats funny, im not laughing
starks5102: why do you have to take every thing so seriously?
WhatsHerFace232: y do u have to not take everything seriously enough?
starks5102: because i know you cant take everything seriously
starks5102: if you dont have fun in life what is the point of living?
WhatsHerFace232: well, im not going to have fun at pit anymore if i kno that everybody hates me and doesnt want me there anymore
starks5102: OMG NOBODY HATES YOU
WhatsHerFace232: yes they do, i kno it
starks5102: how do you know it?
starks5102: becuz i said it?
starks5102: i thought you were stuck on not believing anythign i said
WhatsHerFace232: cuz now that u tell me, just thinking about all the time at pit, i didnt even notice but now i can see it, i had no idea, but now it just seems so obvious
starks5102: why what have people done to you?
WhatsHerFace232: they try to cover it up, but i guess they just seem to act differently around me
starks5102: like how?
WhatsHerFace232: i dont kno how to explain it, it just seems that way
starks5102: but it isnt that way
WhatsHerFace232: yes, it is
starks5102: no
WhatsHerFace232: yes
starks5102: jodes gonna kill me cuz i deserve to die
WhatsHerFace232: so do i
starks5102: no u dont
starks5102: u didnt play a joke on me
starks5102: that made me quit band
WhatsHerFace232: but wats the point, if ill just b unhappy all the time
after that its kinda weird but heres the ending
WhatsHerFace232: uh huh, r u trying to scare me, and make me believe u so that ill admit that im trying to scare you into bleiving that im quiting, to make you feel bad
starks5102: no
WhatsHerFace232: um....yeah
starks5102: i honestly have one next to my mouse right now
WhatsHerFace232: omfg, although i dont believe u even for a second that u have a gun and even considering suicide, i will tell u that im kidding about quitting and that im sry
WhatsHerFace232: u win
starks5102: i dont believe you
WhatsHerFace232: lmfao, i had that coming
starks5102: but you did make me feel really bad sarah
WhatsHerFace232: yeah sure
starks5102: you did
starks5102: ask tiffany or jode
WhatsHerFace232: u actually belived me?
starks5102: i was honestly gonna quit
starks5102: yeah i did
starks5102: cuz like 5 people started yelling at me
starks5102: then i told tiff
starks5102: and...
starks5102: you had me going pretty good
starks5102: very good for a freshman
WhatsHerFace232: lol uh huh
WhatsHerFace232: im gonna b honst, josh told me to
WhatsHerFace232: lmao
starks5102: i know he did
starks5102: cuz i found out like a litle after you started
WhatsHerFace232: he told u?! well!
starks5102: no
starks5102: i just have my ways of knowing things...
WhatsHerFace232: lol, please do share
starks5102: he told me like 2 minutes ago or sumthing
starks5102: i dont think so sarah
WhatsHerFace232: lol ok
starks5102: i had to start lying to make you think i did believe you
WhatsHerFace232: yeah, i figured youd catch on, ur not that stupid
WhatsHerFace232: lol jp
starks5102: i know
starks5102: you cant trick the trickster
WhatsHerFace232: i can try tho
starks5102: yeah you can
well that entertained me 4 a while
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Friday
September 10, 2004
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2day's show went alot better. with the exception of jode hitting "the button" during the 1st tune, & kyle is retarded, we were still taking stuff off the field(including a timpini) & i pass him already wit food & other ppl. then having 2 stay an extra half hr or so cuz we were supposed to load the semi. eh..
2morrow jode & i r gonna put joe's hair up, cuz hilton said its 2 long! were thinkin pigtails! jp. well, it should b amusing 4 a few minutes at least..... anyway i guess i should get sum of my stuf 2gether so i dont have 2 get up so early 2morrow. <3
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Thursday
September 9, 2004
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this week seems 2 last 4ever. my classes r boring. they go by very slowly, & after 2nd hr theres nothing really 2 look 4ward 2. i usually like skewl, but i really just dont feel like going. i never thought id c the day wen all i look foreword to in my day is band. weird.
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Sunday
September 5, 2004
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Peach Fest '04 U-16 girls CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can I please get a HELL YEAH!!!! ;)
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Saturday
September 4, 2004
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Well my soccer team made it to finals at the peach fest! lol Go us!
uh....i dunno wat i wanna do 4 my bday, any ideas! im thinkin october 10 cuz i dont have a game that day, & its only 3 days afta.
wats everybody doing monday, that gonna be like my only free day in a LONG time. Although, i should SERIOUSLY finish my stupid bio. i dont kno wats wrong wit me....i started thursday b4 band, worked on it after band. friday mornin b4 soccer, after soccer, and i will continue 2 work on it after i post this. i need to focus more. i work 4 like 10 seconds then get bored & do sumthin else. lol & i just realized that i have 2 go buy khaki shorts b4 next saturday...ummmm yeah ok
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Thursday
September 2, 2004
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1st show 2day @ the football game. It went...um....ok. I didn't make any obvious mistakes....I mean I made NO mistakes! hehehe The 1st tune kinda fell apart, but the 2nd was good. us having 2 jus stand there 4 the pre game, is the stupidest thing EVER. And sum ppl r such idiots! wen i was pushing my marimba on/off the field, ppl kept hitting it! who the fuck do they think they r!?! & wen i was helping jode w/e the synth, this guys like "can i touch it?" & i said REALLY meanly, "NO! DONT TOUCH IT!!" these ppl!! God!! but anyway, after all the confusion w/not being able 2 find the timpani, we were all standing in line 4 food, & Cindy & I(kinda jode) felt the need 2 sing our pit song 4 everybody! It was fun. Even tho we sound HORRIBLE! :)
Soccer 2morrow & Saturday. I hope we do ok. :\
So much bio hmwk...ahhhhhhhhh. meh!
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Sunday
August 29, 2004
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2day i went bowling wit Steve. I pwned him! lol jp Then I felt the need 2 steal bowling shoes becuz they were hott. I cant believe we start school 2morrow. Im happy but this summer went by so fast, i usually cant say that. Jode & I r goin ova 2 south 2morrow afta school to help Laura sort music & watnot. It took us all about 20 minutes to pack it all up, i wonder how long it will take to put it all back? lol
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